I'm about to leave to go on tour for 14 weeks and feel like this is a start to a new road in my life but unsure if it's the one I want to take. My head is filled with confusion of how I got to this low point in my life from the constant partying and drug abuse to questioning my very sanity numerious amounts of time. Am I ment to go down this road? will it take me to a better place or just re-write the same mistakes i've been making over the past couple of years? I always seem to feel overwhelmed will emotion or completely numb from it. What is the right choice for me? the sad part is I don't really don't know....